A bit about me, or so says the Colorgenics quiz - which is intriguing, though I have to say, my color preferences really change with the hour of the day.

Then again, maybe, so, does my personality.

Now there’s a thought.

Moving on, the profile (in “code” text, with my comments in “normal” text in between:

You are trying to establish yourself and make an impact despite the fact that everything around you seems to be against you - putting up barriers, but don't be unduly concerned: you have the right ideas and come what may, they will soon be manifested and appreciated.

Hmm. Sort of. I can’t see “everything around me” acting against my efforts. More like *I* am acting against my own bloody efforts because I’m a lazy ass.

You 'need to be needed'. As an idealist you are intolerant of anything short of special consideration from those close to you. If you do not get what you seek you are apt to become reclusive and you will close the doors on all those within your sphere of influence.

Heh. Well, sort of. I do ‘need to be needed’. Not so much on the intolerance of anything but special considerations stuff. I don’t think. I may, however do that last bit. Uh yes, I’m sort of a bitch like that.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

Perhaps somewhat.

Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.

A big complete ‘no’ to the first half about relationships. A big fat ‘yes’ on the last.

You need to be respected as an exceptional individual. This is the only way that you can hope to achieve the status that you wish to achieve. You set yourself very high standards - and come what may - you abide by them.

Not /quite/ - I don’t need to be respected as an exceptional individual, and I don’t really hope to achieve any particular status. I’m don’t particularly give a shit what the vast, vast majority of people think, and even those whose opinions I /do/ care about… well, just no. Except maybe in the “K, you’re smart” realm. I give there. I don’t want anybody saying: “K, you’re a friggin idiot in the worst way” - I mean, insult of all insults! But I’m no particular genius, either. Do I set high standards? Yes. Definitely. Does it work against me? Yes. Definitely. Do I try anyway? Definitely.

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